paper trail

art history in context

sept 10
vancouver --> london

sept 19 
london --> rome

sept 26
rome --> florence

oct 3
florence --> venice

oct 22
venice --> lucerne

oct 23
lucerne --> chartres

nov 1
chartres --> paris

nov 2
paris --> undecided


anywhere but here xo 

big sur

it's blue dusk all up and down the california world; frisco glitters up ahead

our radio plays rhythm and blues as we pass the joint back and forth in jutjawed silence

both looking ahead with big private thoughts now so vast we can't communicate them any more

and if we tried it would take a million years and a billion books

we are the bright lights in these dark times

heaven or home

so tired i cant sleep.

cliche cliche cliche. 

i think my old life is slowly coming back together, strand by strand ill slowly weave some small fabric of a normal life and hope it holds. job interview monday, bills paid, dishes done and most importantly, some of the best times with best friends. 

its ok to be home; there is nothing wrong with being home.

colorado

means the color red.

one

second day home, first day of sun.

im still living out of my suitcase, cant seem to commit to the closet again and all the laundry that would entail.  im slowly weening myself off of my more adventurous life and trying to suckle on the sweetness that is home. i started jen's photo diary today; pictures of gastown, adorable dogs and not much else yet. its giving me a reason to see my city through new eyes though and that might be just what i need; to be unfamiliar with this place i know so well.

i received an upsetting letter but plan on drinking wine on the side of the sailboat til the sun goes down (along with the worry).

xo